Contemplation...

It seems that I'm only getting around to blogging about once a week now...and that's so not my intention... I'd really love to blog everyday, but somehow, I just don't seem to have the time (or maybe creativity) to do it... So, once a week it is...for now...

I've really been feeling like time is slipping away from me lately...that each day is going by way too fast...that "time" itself is on fast forward... There are so many things that I need to do, want to do...and it doesn't ever feel like I'll get around to doing them... I struggle just to "maintain"... And, I want to do so much more than that!

I've been seriously contemplating the idea of going back to school in the fall... Scott and I are really praying about it... I know that I want to finish up and eventually get my degree...but is now the right time? I know a lot of things would have to fall into place for the whole school thing to work - a better schedule for Kassia (which would hopefully include her sleeping more through the night so I could sleep more through the night), someone to watch Kassia, classes that line up time-wise with someone watching Kassia...not to mention the extra gas money we'd need for me to get back and forth from campus...and the motivation I'd need to attend classes, write papers, study for tests, and still carry on my "normal" day-to-day activities... Hmmm... Writing it all out like that seems kind of overwhelming... Ah well... We'll continue to pray and if I'm supposed to go back to school in August, then I trust that God will work it all out...

On another note:

Contemplating something else - how can my sweet baby be 4 months old already today?! Photos to come... (and be praying for Kassia and I, as she has to get her second round of shots today...)